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I'll Admit

by Lindsay Masterson

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1.
Heart & Soul 02:22
It’s easier for me to open up in the corner of my room So I’ll hide behind my piano You’ll hide behind your headphones too Here’s my music It holds my secrets if you listen close I’m giving you my heart Giving you my heart and soul I would like to dance along to all the things that I’ve done wrong I would like to go insane to get the thoughts out of my brain Here’s my music It holds my secrets if you listen close I’m giving you my heart Giving you my heart and soul I’m giving you my heart Giving you my heart and soul I’m giving you my heart Giving you my heart and soul I’m giving you my heart Giving you my heart and soul Do what you will And do what you won’t Here’s my heart and soul
2.
Forgive Me 03:24
Forgive me Please forgive me I love you now I should've loved you then but I love you now Does that count Does that count I didn't realize how lovely you are I cared about people's opinions and I ignored my heart Now I've wasted these years unloved And it wasn't until I could see you again That I knew you are more than a friend You are my heart I should've loved you then but I love you now Does that count Does that count I focused on the unimportant things Like the gap in your teeth and the fit of your jeans Now I've wasted these years unloved And it wasn't until I could see you again That I knew you are more than a friend You are my heart So forgive me Please forgive me I love you now Forgive me Please forgive me I love you now Forgive me Please forgive me I love you now Forgive me Please forgive me I love you now I love you now I should've loved you then But I love you now Does that count Does that count
3.
Hey, old friend How’ve you been Wanna get coffee sometime this weekend And I can tell you all about How caffeine makes my heart freak out like It started when I was young And I’m pulling at my hair Momma says it’s bedtime And I’m crying out of nowhere There’s voices in my head And they’re screaming all the time I’m sure my therapist thinks I’ve lost my mind So sit down old friend It’s nice to see you again Let me explain how caffeine makes my heart go insane like I think my heart broke out of my body And my lungs are caving in right in this moment Sis thinks I’m broken So I hide in my basement to avoid conversation I think I’m broken I think I’m broken So join my old friend and let’s catch up And I can explain how caffeine makes my heart go insane like So I start to quiet down Keep my thoughts to myself And I avoid small talks at all costs Think my voice got lost in fear of judgement Hey, old friend How’ve you been I can finally explain how caffeine makes our hearts go insane
4.
Spent the past ten years Tryna convince myself That I am capable I made it there I made it there No one told me it’d be this hard I don’t even know where to start Feels like my time is running out Feels like my dreams are moving with the clouds I’ll admit I’m a little lost Forgot to pack my identity when I moved away from home Now I’m back to square one What have I done? What have I done? No one told me it'd be this hard I don’t even know where to start Feels like my time is running out Feels like my dreams are moving with the clouds Is there a space for me to grow? Is there a place that I don’t know? Feels like my dreams got lost in Indigo No one told me it’d be this hard I don’t even know where to start Feels like my time is running out Feels like my dreams are moving with the clouds
5.
So this is it This is the end I've been working on this since the second college began And I'm packing my bags again Not sure where my identity went So this is it This is the end I've been working on this since the second college began And I'm packing my bags again Not sure where my identity went So this is it This is the end I've been working on this since the second college began And I'm packing my bags again Not sure where my identity went So this is it This is the end I've been working on this since the second college began

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released May 27, 2022

Written and performed by Lindsay Masterson
Mixed and mastered by Kai Tsao
Produced by KAI
Cover art by Annie Wolfond and Avery McMurtry

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